I am at the mercy of the universe
Thursday, January 31st, 2008
How dare I stare into the eyes of the universe when the infinite darkness between the stars can swallow me whole in just one glance and when reflecting on time my consciousness is raised yet suffocated at the thought that I exist in just a fraction of a speck of time’s infiniteness? As insignificant as I may feel, I am the universe, at least a scrap of it, and if I thought the universe were conscious, I would criticize it for being cruel to allow me to live, love, be aware, and become attached to this temporary life, just to later take it away. But really, such criticism would be unwarranted, for I do love life, and love having been given the chance to experience life. Any attachment to it is my own mistake. Nothing about it can be done for now. I shall love life as I do, and I have no choice but to die accepting it when the time comes. I am at the mercy of the universe.
Beautiful blog. Just like staring into the Universe. Can get drowned in the consciousness!
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Swahilya, thank you!
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Thanks Ray! I find your studies of abandonment equally intriguing.
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Hello,Travis.You are very good writing in such a way!It feels to me like you burry a whole sadness on your soul’s eyes and you find relief in looking at the wisdom of the universe.
Many times we the people try to find our true selves in the night when we miss something from our inside.Nature compensate for our true nature which is found at the flowers,the trees,the melodies of birds and shelves and the ray lights.
Good continue with your work!