I am at the mercy of the universe

How dare I stare into the eyes of the universe when the infinite darkness between the stars can swallow me whole in just one glance and when reflecting on time my consciousness is raised yet suffocated at the thought that I exist in just a fraction of a speck of time’s infiniteness? As insignificant as I may feel, I am the universe, at least a scrap of it, and if I thought the universe were conscious, I would criticize it for being cruel to allow me to live, love, be aware, and become attached to this temporary life, just to later take it away. But really, such criticism would be unwarranted, for I do love life, and love having been given the chance to experience life. Any attachment to it is my own mistake. Nothing about it can be done for now. I shall love life as I do, and I have no choice but to die accepting it when the time comes. I am at the mercy of the universe.


 
 
 

4 Responses

  1. Swahilya
    31. January 2008 um 18:00

    Beautiful blog. Just like staring into the Universe. Can get drowned in the consciousness!

    Swahilya’s last blog post..Patanjali Yoga Sutra - 3

  2. Travis
    31. January 2008 um 19:08

    Swahilya, thank you!

  3. Jrayrice
    31. January 2008 um 21:23

    His is the heaviest blog I have ever seen. I love it!!!

    Jrayrice’s last blog post..Facilitating A Corrective Learning Experience

  4. Travis
    31. January 2008 um 21:42

    Thanks Ray! I find your studies of abandonment equally intriguing.

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